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veritable body of work in another Indian film industry (or two, Tamil and Telegu, in my case) because if you’re a Hindi-film novice, you’re a novice, period.” She claims it’s why she staved off award ceremonies for a while. “I never knew anyone at those things, and I was innately terrified that people would think I was this cheap social-climber. I’d rather not be there and be missed, than be there and not be wanted.” Her stance on award shows runs deeper than simply her societal standing at them. “I’m not a big believer in the authenticity of awards,” she shrugs, and it’s refreshing that her POV didn’t do a sour-grapes flip when she won the Golden Rose Award for her powerful performance in Pink. “In the ‘Rising Star’ category,” she adds, a touch of sardonicism lacing her tone. But, even after getting the industry’s big pat-on-the-back, she declared to the media, ripe from the win on the same day that “awards don’t really matter. It has nothing to do with how well you’ve done. The audience is that barometer. A good films holds an audience. To peg a film’s failure on it being an ‘art-house project’ is just a weak defence,” she scoffs, making her slant on commercial vs art-house cinema vehemently lucid in a single take. “Besides, playing Meenal (her character in Pink) wasn’t arduous in terms of learning the nuances of a new character. I am 99 percent her. I think that was really why I got the gig in the first place,” she smiles, and in a truly pure, honest-to-goodness moment, she giggles that she’s never actually cleared an audition—ever (a fact my PR rep told me I’d be killed for blurting out before Pink hit theatres). “So, naturally, it helped that my carriage, language, mannerisms—all synced up fluidly with the character—except what she’d been through.” It was channeling that infuriating ordeal that took to task the actor in Taapsee. “I had to build up the frustration and anger of a girl who had been Ruffled asymmetric dress, Gauri & Nainika; flared pants, Not So Serious by Pallavi Mohan; fur jacket, Dhruv Kapoor; earrings, Salvatore Ferragamo FOR MORE GREAT STORIES, VISIT cOSMO.In jAnuARy 2017 COSMOPOLITAN 000